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Blogger goes down for a few hours, and I go crazy. Hmph.

Today's rain was nice rain. I would almost have preferred that it not rain, so that I could weed, but for rain it was good.

I really like it when I do soundboard for church, because then I don't actually have to participate very much in the service. I don't need to respond to anything, because I'm alone in the balcony, I don't need to stand up at any parts, and I can boogie to nifty blues songs that our guitarist writes and plays for the offertory. Saxophones in church... hee...

Did I really just write "boogie"? Moving on, then...

I liked Abstract Reality better as a title for a blog, but oh well. Desperate times call for less-than-satisfactory measures.

What else to babble about... hmm...

Frankly, I'm getting a little tired of all of this moping about losing people in far too short a time. I don't want to lose anyone. That's not the point. My point is that whatever happens two years from now, worrying about that time right now won't help. At all. Heck, for all we know, all of DSFBC will end up at the same college, with me and Erica sharing a dorm and Chris and Trevor sharing a dorm, with the four of us getting an apartment after we move out of school housing. Extremely unlikely, yes, but my point is you don't know what could happen. We don't want to lose each other. Great. So we don't. Try to go to college in the same state, get together on the weekends. Go on that road trip. Keep in close touch after college. No, it won't be the same. But heck, who knows? It might just get better.

You never know.

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This is my new wallpaper. Pretty....

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At some level, it seems eminently right that it's so easy to talk to him. The banter, at least, comes easily. The topics that lead to deeper friendship don't. And therein, I think, lies the problem. It seems like some part, underneath a conscious level of thought, skipped all the messy business of getting to know him, and went straight to the easy friendship. The rest of the parts don't agree quite so much. They think that talking about some stuff is important, and that there's got to be a barrier of some sort, since we don't really know each other all that well.

I think the solution is to throw lots of Lake Pine at the bloody thing. It'll have to give sooner or later. Or else I'll glare at it.

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I figured out what conditions cause the attempt to join a blog to misfire: the account must have another blog already on it. If one creates an account for the purpose of joining the blog, it goes all right. If there are no other blogs on the account prior to the group blog, there's no problem. It's only when there is already a blog on the account that the joining fails miserably.

Now if only I could figure out a way to make it work...

Dang. Four posts today. Think I'm going to bed before I can do any more damage...

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Rereading my blog, discovered that I did refer to myself as having the social sense of a small lizard, sometime in the middle of May. I didn't even remember that. So we have a rock, a small lizard (possibly an anole), or a guy. Hopeless all around.

I really am going to bed now.

[ETA: Rerereading my blog, discovered that I am a total loser who was somewhat compulsive about posting about absolutely nothing.

I'm sorry. I've just learned that I'm boring, and it's a bit of a shock.]