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I am pissed. The guy who organizes the A/V Team at church is an engineer, and he invited me to come to his office to see exactly what engineers do, and if I would be interested. Unfortunately, another person made the same offer, and I talked to her first, and like the only day that works for Martin is the one I've already talked to her about coming. So I'm pissed, because I thought this was going to work, and now I feel vaguely like a failure. Suck.

See, this is why I'd never survive in the real world. One little setback and I'm ready to give up. I hate this.