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[htotheh]

I wish that I was more creative. I wish that I could make stuff come out on paper like it looks. I wish that I could sit down with a musical instrument and make pretty noises with it on a whim. I can't. I'm good at copying. If the music has already been written, I can play it. If someone tells me what to do, I can do it. But I can never come up with things on my own.

I'm depressing myself now. I'll stop.

I need a new layout. I think I'll go work on that now.