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Jul. 8th, 2003 07:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
htothehGAAHH!!!!!!!!
Ahem. Sorry. Had to get that out.
I think it has been firmly established that Hannah is, in fact, PMSing. I only feel this fed up with life when I am either tired or PMSing, and I am not tired. Ergo.
The fact that my father is acting like, well, me, isn't really helping very much. See, he had a nasty ASP experience last week with his co-leader. The entire thing reminded me of the Kara-Phoebe thing on Week 1. So now he's saying that maybe he shouldn't go next year, because it is, after all, all about the kids, and they aren't having as meaningful a time with him as group leader. He claims he's being objective, and not feeling sorry for myself. I know that line. I've tried to use it, to myself at least. It's a load of crap, because it almost always leads to smug, melodramatic self-pity. It feels perfectly justified because one is, after all, trying to be objective. He's acting like a martyr, and I don't want to deal with him right now. Hence the gah.
Maybe it's just that I'm PMSing. Argh.
Ahem. Sorry. Had to get that out.
I think it has been firmly established that Hannah is, in fact, PMSing. I only feel this fed up with life when I am either tired or PMSing, and I am not tired. Ergo.
The fact that my father is acting like, well, me, isn't really helping very much. See, he had a nasty ASP experience last week with his co-leader. The entire thing reminded me of the Kara-Phoebe thing on Week 1. So now he's saying that maybe he shouldn't go next year, because it is, after all, all about the kids, and they aren't having as meaningful a time with him as group leader. He claims he's being objective, and not feeling sorry for myself. I know that line. I've tried to use it, to myself at least. It's a load of crap, because it almost always leads to smug, melodramatic self-pity. It feels perfectly justified because one is, after all, trying to be objective. He's acting like a martyr, and I don't want to deal with him right now. Hence the gah.
Maybe it's just that I'm PMSing. Argh.
