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Mar. 6th, 2003 08:32 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
htothehI confuse myself sometimes. I really wish that someone would read this, and know how I'm feeling, and care, but at the same time, the last thing I want is for someone to have a ticket into my brain. Bloody stupid contradictory feelings.
Rough draft of my article for the school paper is done. Go me! It took me forever to actually get started on the thing, but once I did, it took me about half an hour to finish it. It's not that spectacular of a subject or anything, but it's a solid article. I'm happy with it.
Life is just not doing a whole lot right now. There's school, and there's... school. And instruments. And somehow my weekends manage to be hellishly busy, how do they manage that? Last weekend I spent more than 24 hours with friends, from the time school got out on Friday to late Saturday. It was fun, but I had almost no time to myself. And this weekend I have a "river" clean-up (more like a stream), then a variety show for church to help raise money for ASP on Saturday, then a recital and a meeting for ASP on Sunday. ASP is taking over my life! Not that I particularly mind very much.
And I have successfully avoided thinking about the recital until now. Eeek! This will be the first time I've ever had to play in front of people. And I'm incredibly nervous, especially since I just picked my piece on Monday. I don't think it sounds too terrible, but still. Playing in the orchestra is fine. Solo is something else altogether.
Today should be fun, no sarcasm intended. An hour and a half of strings, which is good since I've missed it the past two days, thanks to bloody stupid standardized tests, and hour and a half of talking about the meaning of life in Calculus, prompted by an Onion article, and an hour and a half of French, in which I will not actually have to speak French. And I may actually get to get out of Publishing early. Life is good.
Rough draft of my article for the school paper is done. Go me! It took me forever to actually get started on the thing, but once I did, it took me about half an hour to finish it. It's not that spectacular of a subject or anything, but it's a solid article. I'm happy with it.
Life is just not doing a whole lot right now. There's school, and there's... school. And instruments. And somehow my weekends manage to be hellishly busy, how do they manage that? Last weekend I spent more than 24 hours with friends, from the time school got out on Friday to late Saturday. It was fun, but I had almost no time to myself. And this weekend I have a "river" clean-up (more like a stream), then a variety show for church to help raise money for ASP on Saturday, then a recital and a meeting for ASP on Sunday. ASP is taking over my life! Not that I particularly mind very much.
And I have successfully avoided thinking about the recital until now. Eeek! This will be the first time I've ever had to play in front of people. And I'm incredibly nervous, especially since I just picked my piece on Monday. I don't think it sounds too terrible, but still. Playing in the orchestra is fine. Solo is something else altogether.
Today should be fun, no sarcasm intended. An hour and a half of strings, which is good since I've missed it the past two days, thanks to bloody stupid standardized tests, and hour and a half of talking about the meaning of life in Calculus, prompted by an Onion article, and an hour and a half of French, in which I will not actually have to speak French. And I may actually get to get out of Publishing early. Life is good.
