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Jun. 10th, 2003 01:25 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
htothehI've found my voice again this year, after losing it to a move and the accompanying worries about being accepted. I find myself not worrying as much about what other people think of me. I know that I'll always have good friends who will love me no matter what I do. Well, almost no matter what. They would probably be a little hurt if I went on a shooting spree or something, but I digress. Because I have found the friendships that I have, I can be more comfortable and confident in being myself. My picture of myself has shifted and changed, but I think I've finally crystallized a little bit.
I still have unreasonable fears of doing things wrong, but those friends won't let me keep them for long, I'm sure. I think I've called more people in the past two months than in the rest of my school career outside of Anchorage. I've been forced into cooking, over my complaints. I've been up in impossible trees and out past midnight. I have people I would miss if they were gone, or if I was. I've found comfort in being myself through DSFBC. I can think of nothing better than that.
Mush over. As you were.
I still have unreasonable fears of doing things wrong, but those friends won't let me keep them for long, I'm sure. I think I've called more people in the past two months than in the rest of my school career outside of Anchorage. I've been forced into cooking, over my complaints. I've been up in impossible trees and out past midnight. I have people I would miss if they were gone, or if I was. I've found comfort in being myself through DSFBC. I can think of nothing better than that.
Mush over. As you were.
