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Sep. 10th, 2003 09:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
htothehI rambled a lot today. This was a direct result of the fact that I was so tired that I barely managed not to fall asleep in a couple of classes. I think I'll try to actually get to bed before 10:30 today, that'll be novel...
The drive out to Chapel Hill and back was quite nice. The sky was incredibly blue, and it was nicely cool, so I drove with the windows down for most of it. That's a really pretty area to drive through; everything is very, very green. There was some road work going on, but that was only a minor annoyance on the way there, and on the way back, I just sat back and enjoyed the weather while I waited for the flag man to tell the cars in front of me to Slow.
What I need to do is to stop telling myself that I need to do things. It never works, and then I get cranky. Life doesn't have to be an angst-fest, even if I am sixteen.
I can do stuff I don't really want to do. I can take many very small steps to get that stuff done. I don't have to stick to doing easy stuff to excel. It's okay to mess up once in a while, or more often that that, even.
I can give myself pep talks. Mwa ha.
The drive out to Chapel Hill and back was quite nice. The sky was incredibly blue, and it was nicely cool, so I drove with the windows down for most of it. That's a really pretty area to drive through; everything is very, very green. There was some road work going on, but that was only a minor annoyance on the way there, and on the way back, I just sat back and enjoyed the weather while I waited for the flag man to tell the cars in front of me to Slow.
What I need to do is to stop telling myself that I need to do things. It never works, and then I get cranky. Life doesn't have to be an angst-fest, even if I am sixteen.
I can do stuff I don't really want to do. I can take many very small steps to get that stuff done. I don't have to stick to doing easy stuff to excel. It's okay to mess up once in a while, or more often that that, even.
I can give myself pep talks. Mwa ha.
